I must lose weight!

Today i am showing much more facial expressions because i've realised that i always SMILE.. and SMILING is nice and all... but.. it can get kinda boring.....

CLEAVAGE And i finally saw rach again!

And we played basket ball.. i hope we lost SOME weight

Siran has to stop playing the song "No Air".

I hate tying up my hair.

HE IS SO ADORABLE!!!

just incase u were as curious as me.

Stole this picture from Mel. New and creative way to take a sip :D

Omg.. first day of school and im already so happy. Thats because of the text message i got this morning ;)

Haha.. and omg i accidently deleted my business project!! Silly me!! - I love Ms.Rudrum.. she lets me get away with anything!! But i still feel awful for letting her wait soo long!

i found this picture.. which is like.. SOOO CUTE.. BUT SOOO SAD!!.. mostly on the sad side of course!!... I hate CoverGirl... its good that Queen Latifah supports CoverGirl.. and i love watching Topmodel and all but... Does Queen Latifah and Trya Banks know that CoverGirl is one of the largest companies which still use the system of testing on animals?? - betcha they don't! ... unless.. THEY ARE EVIL PEOPLE!! Doubt so... i guess it's just business in this centuary. I love Pink. Not the colour.. i like the colour Mint Green... (which is the colour of the tops on our winter uniform! - but its ugly as shit). I meant Pink as the singer Pink. She is soo awesome... She's a real big supporter for PETA! But tahts not 100% why i love her.. I love her cause she has a great voice too. Haha...

I've lost Karen... and i'm all alone in the library.. Well not really.. sitting next to some year 9s who are talking about boyfriends and shit. Cant be bothered to actually listen what they are tlaking about! Later on i'm goign to Bayview to get some stuffs as usual!! Then i oughta get finished on my Business project. Ever since i went on holiday.. i really lost weight! ... IM SO HAPPY ABOUT THAT!!.. these days im super duper happy because of...................~~~~~ ;)

AHHHHH........... i love everyone and everything...! I'm in the shittiest hole on earth and yet im still smiling!! Its all because of!!!.................~~~~~;)

btw just to let u all know... 69 more days till i go home again!

HE IS SOOOOO ADORABLE!!!!!

The only reason why i like Perth at this time is because its cold enough to make my hair look really really awesome!!

Going back to the bhouse today! - what a draggg... gotta unpack all my shit and do my bed and shit again! .. ah.. shit! But i'm in a great mood at the moment!

JASON MRAZ'S NEW ALBUM "WE SING, WE DANCE, WE STEAL THINGS" WILL BE OUT ON MY BIRTHDAY! (MAY 13 FOR U FUCKERS WHO DON'T KNOW! :D)
so sad that i missed out on 2 of his concerts.. at least its good to know we were in the same country!........

Theres school tomowo too!!! NOOOOOOOOO... oh well! IM GONNA DOWNLOAD MORE JASON SONGS...

BYE... btw Karen is a stupid malaysian.

Leaving Tomowo.

Shopping with me is like going on a big merry-go-round. 

I'll race u through the shops, around Watsons and through Coldstorage, Zara, Topshop and maybe even La Senza. Do twists and turns till u get dizzy! Literally! I'm sure u all know im a really fickle minded person... poor Grace.. had to go through the thrill ride with me. We went through Bugis about 5 times till i decided to go back to Swissotel to shop there. Haha.. overall it was fun and everything! Bought a lot of clothes.. getting ready for the winter. 

Came back around 7pm, went on skype and talked to Anggreiny for awhile.... Stupid Lion.. hahha. Then talked to Hee Suu till like............. 9 haha. I feel so embarrassed around him, cause.. he calls me by my chinese name and NO ONE has ever called me that. Haha... I ain't gonna tell y'all cause... its just embarrassing!! Went down to buy some donuts.. someone is supposed to call me.. but till not nth has happened.. oh well! 

IM FREAKING BORED.... no one fun is online... but Isabelle! She is so hilarious.. i cant wait to see her in school! I miss her the MOST outta my ENTIRE SCHOOL... Thats in the day girls section! She's crazy.. she pluck everyone single hair on her legs! - AMAZING!!.. i love u  Issy :D 

Lutfi has the CUTEST cyworld!! I love his skin soo much!!!! ahh.. i wish i knew korean so i can like comment on it or smth. At the end o fthe year im planning to go to Korea with him! How exciting is that? Sadly i really hate cold.... But its worth it! I get to see Hee Suu and Yerin and Jane and Mia and Woo and Won Min and Dae Hee and Other korean ppls.. I hate koreans.. ihate them for their talent.. and their skin.. oh god their skin...........! i hate them cause i love them so much. But not as much as i hate Filipinos.. I think they are all born perfect! They are all perfectionists!

Poor amanda has to fly 17 hours to get to Perth. I shant bully her when i see her this monday :D hahha.. 

-ah.. im feeling really random...

-ari is trying to get 6 packs again.. i  dont think he can do it. 

-sometimes i laugh when im updating my blog.. because no matter how much i write. i dont think anyone is atually reading it!!

-I forgot to meet Karen, Reuben, Joash, Fudge, Darren and other ppl in kuching.. i feel horrible!

-I'm listening to Craig David :D

-My bra size is 34 D! woohoo!

-My dad scolds me whenever i farts..

-I miss my honkie roommate..

-I still bite my nails.

-Issy just went offline! So im talking to Mel now :D

-I'm still afraid of him.

-I miss Anthony..He has fucking ugly hair now. Sorry Ant.. haha

-I hate being random.. 

-i'm heart broken...

-i don't think opa is gonna call me! 

I gotta wake up around 6.45am tomowo.. what a drag... i just wanna get into the gate ASAP and sleep.. hopefully theres internet there so i can like.. blog again.. nth else better to do. That reminds me.. I'm going now.. CYA ALL!

JEALOUS!

Just came back from shopping! got really really baad news! 

u all love it don't u? an original ed hardy.. WHICH CANT FIT ME! 

due to my large shoulders.. and how..STUPID the shop is.. HOW CAN THEY ONLY HAVE XS!?!? yes i know.. there are small small eople.. but.. what about us big people?!!? BAIS MUCH?! 

damn. so yeah ... bought it for Grace then! SG$ 400!...............................should've been mine.
We were really bored while shopping.. 
Grace got new shoes. :D 

im lazy to be a show-offy bitch... so.. i'll make Karen and Siran go "WAAAAAH" in Perth :D

Tonight im going to this.. what.... "super fancy" japanese restaurant. How fancy can u get? haha... anyways... cya!

RAHHH...

Today i am going.....WINTER...... CLOTHING......... SHOPPING!!

i am sooo excited!!.... also i need to write bout 20 letters to everyone so mum can pass em to eric and eric can pass it to mau and mau can pass it to everyone in school.... woo!! Also me and Grace are getting super excited for 1st of june! The.. CLICK..FIVE!! 

actually im not really a big fan of them... but hey.. it beats staying in Perth for the long weekend! i'm tryna get Eric to come and stay with us.. He just needs to get RM 1200 :D. Oh don't worry my dad said that he'll pay for the ticket for u :D

GOOD LUCK ERIC!

But i really...REALLY wanted to get back to Kuching on that day! It's such a special day.. and i kinda promised someone that i'd go back that day! I never thought that staying in Perth could be so complicating.. ITS JUST PERTH!!..

AH.. I SHALL... ease my anger on shopping.. BYE 

Hello Singapore.

Blogger finally lets me upload pictures! 

Look at him, all grown up... working now also! fooling around... typical of him :D ahh... I CRIED IN THE PLANE!! I MISS U SOO MUCH!! BTW.. BOBOY IM GOING TO SEE CLICK FIVE ON 1st OF JUNE. WANNA COME???
And i miss my "opa"..................................................................................... a lot. 

He was playing porno games :D

Sarah im sorry... but u look so funny in this picture :D Cant wait to see u in Perth! 

Ah.. its just so upsetting to leave these happy-happy people and go back to the dull and boring life back in Perth. Its not all that bad though... i got the gals there. :D .. im really excited about that. I'm just bugged out about school. They sent the report card to my dad today. It was really....... argh... i needed "improvements" in English and Science. The rest is satisfactory but Media! woohoo! 

Guess i should stop sobbing over the fact that i left home.. after all i might as well make my holiday worth while since its only a few days till the real insanity comes...! 

Tomowo im going to see Mel n Chloe! Then i'm gonna meet Dan! cya all till then!

And its time for another goodbye..

Seriously... In my whole entire life.. time never flew this fast! Felt like SECONDS ago i just arrived in Kuching airport. Pretty upsetting shit hey??

I hardly took any pictures too.. I'd show u all.. because.. blogger is screwing up on me!
As u all know.. i love taking pictures.. but not when im having a blast. I couldn't be bothered.. but then it makes me feel like shit because then i can't look back... even though i have memories its nice to have them in a physical form sometimes hey?

ah i feel horrible because i hardly spent time with some peoples, who i really wanted to spend time with! Honestly i doubt i will have anytime with them during rainfest. I'm really bad at organizing outings or meetings and shit.. or just simply picking on something. Thats why i have a magic 8 ball in my iphone. haha....

Last night Eric came over and helped me with some problems.. He also helped me shave my legs at 3 in the morning.. I oughta thank him the most. He was always there for me.. Even today when we had to drive and kidnap David.. haha i love him to death.....

ahh.. i think.. im too upset to continue.. breaks my heart to think about all this. Off to Singapore i go!

distanced relationships.

Today i finally met Eric.. I think i understand what they meant about long distance relationships.. whether it was love or firendship.. btw i look like shit in this picture. Anyways.. it was pretty awkward at first.. i kinda hated it, no.. i REALLY hated it.. I just wanted to spend some alone time with Eric.. Shouldn't have really got out with the others. But don't get me wrong and things.. it was really fun.. just that i really miss just talkin to him like how we always do.
Maybe it was because of the shisha.. but i doubt it.
Or because of Maulana.................... i seriously doubt that!
OH WELL.. TOMOWO WILL BE ANOTHER DAY! :D

I hope Eric knows that even though we both didn't have as much fun as we'd thought we would.. I still enjoyed the whole thing. And I don't wish for him to be so emo.. I love u bro..


EVEN THOUGH U THINK OF ME JUST AS A FRIEND... STUPID HEAD

If superman can change in a telephonebooth i can do anything i want.

but make myself happy..

This afternoon i got my hair cut! and i got a new fringe! Grace gots really short hair now and she had highlights on it too! Didnt really do much... I was kinda shocked at first.. but i guess im used to it! ITS OKAY SIRAN... IT WILL GROW HEY!?This was taken at "Tom's" at my mummy's birthday.
We had heaps of wine and Grace wasn't feeling too good.
Happy birthday mummy!

Everyone listen up, my mummy wants to thank u all (when i say this i mean the ones that did) who wished her happy birthday.. This includes: Eric, Nad, Angie, Shad, Keith, Siran, Chloe, Daniel, David and yeah. U'll all get cake if u come to my house tomowo! Becuase i'll eat it all up if its any later. But Eric. .cause my mum told me not to eat his one!

TOMOWO IM GOING TO SCHOOL!!!!.. and i shall take more pictures :D .. .OH! KAREN IS BACK TODAY!!

Finally home

yesterday i found it extremely HARD to leave wonderful singapore.. i mean just LOOK AT IT... CAN U ALL FEEL THE AWESOMENESS!!!!... yes.. right.. but ill be back on the 23rd!
and back to kuching i go. I figured that it wasn't all that BAD.. i got to see my buddies again. I missed u all soo soo much! but i've yet to see Eric! Hopefully i'll get to see him later or something. Tomorrow im off to do my hair... and later tomorrow night im gonna celebrate my mums birthday at toms! Really sweet! Monday is also when Karen is coming back!!

im home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FINALLY TODAY

finally we are going home today! Patiently awaiting for the STUPID flight. Which should be around 4, so im still at the bhouse waiting for my taxi and time to pass by. Taxi's only arriving around 1. Sadly Siran and I are taking different flights. She is like what... 30 mins earlier than me.... I'm so happy i miss the humidity in asia and i definitely miss the food too! and i can finally see my mum!!

I tink i miss my mum the most... Yes, She nags at me over the phone. She thinks that i cant do anything... sometimes it makes me feel like a lil girl. But unlike most peoples. I like that. I do tend to show that i hate it. But inside i love being treated like a kid at times. I love how she would help me arrange everything and how she would get me anything to eat. I feel so pampered.. I wonder when will i be dependent enough to take care of myself at this rate?

I already arranged what i'll be doing on the plane! 5 hours of total fun! and rest as well.. i wanna look good for tonight. I even did my make up and everything!! Yes i plan to finish my business project on the plane... haha how typical of a business woman.. doing ur work while on the way to ur destination. Also im going to buy nail polish.. im not really a nail polish kinda girl but hey im bored........... i'll probably watch heaps of movies to pass the time.. Even though its 5hours.. i wanna make time fly as fast as possible!!

U guys don't know how happy i am to finally go home.. Oh.. my.. god if like.. my plane crashes.. (IF!!!!) I SWEAR TO GOD..... im going to like.. murder the pilot.. even if he is dead.. i'll stuff a plank up his ass and send him to hell...... nothing can stop me from today.. nor tomorrow.. tomorrow im going to meet my old classmates.. who i love so much..

i love them more than life it self! They are like my bitches.. haha.. kidding.. nah.. im like their bitch.. HAHAHHA... naw.. they wish! but really we are like supa dupa tight.. and especially Eric.. i miss him heaps.. im going to cry when i finally get to see him! And we'll go party everyday.. Great way to slim down hey? Yeah i ain't gonna go to no gym what-so-ever.. but im definitely going to go and swim! I'm like super bored at the moment..1 more hour to go so im going to write down my wish list. I WONDER IF U ALL ARE ACTUALLY CURIOUS.. because as u know im quite a "lucky" girl.. as i get anything i want. Being honest here! My wish list!:

I want...

a polaroid camera, a tongue piercing, longer legs, a jeep, bigger head phones, touchscreen digital cemera(like graces), to bungee jump, to meet Jason Mraz, HUG JASON MRAZ, new MAC AIR, tonner hips, get tanner, travel the world, to go scuba diving, to be tanner, get to grade 8 in flute, get spanked by Daniel, to sky dive, meet Bob sinclar, go to rainfest, get a higher nose, sloppy joe anggreiny, slap Avril, be able to do the splits, new bikini, a disco ball, get over my fear of water, visit SARINA, LANA, AMIRA, CHRIS N NICK, PHIL, ANTHONY, watch Chris Brown, A wee-bit small boobs.. haha, become a GOOD mother, become a photographer, get married, get a tattoo, m---

DANIEL IS ONLINE! BYE ALL! CYA ALL TOMOROW!!

TOMORROW

this is to make u smile. Because im smiling so much today!!

Tomorrow i shall be finally going home. Well to Singapore for one night and then Kuching the afternoon after. Quite exciting.. no.. kidding.. SERIOUSLY exciting. Today is a long day.. its still not even over yet. I went rowing at 4.30. Real fun.. i was rowing in a group! Though we were about to drop into the water every few seconds i reckon it was most worth the screaming and the heart dropping. Really loved it. Just got my thingie for rowing.. it appears that i have rowing training like..EVERY MORNING starting term 2! What a drag.... well but Sunday.. Whoop-de-do................. I shall think twice about all this!! But i doubt i'll quit. Right.. well after rowing we went to school! At the 2nd period it already felt like it was the end of school! Its only the 4th period now.. and im already dying.......... After school tonight we have house singing and drama for the finalist. I prayed so hard yesterday that they wouldn't say Olympia!! Crap........

Doesn't matter.. all this shit is worth it for tomorrow even if im going to see him for a few hours. STILL WORTH IT. Rachel has been missing for awhile. She hasn't been going to school and yesterday they cleared out her room. Maybe she isn't going boarding nor going to school anymore...... i'm quite upset. I really miss her. Even though before she left to her rivercruise we kinda had this lil arguement. I was PMSing soo much during this whole.. soo much till it wasn't even funny. Seriously. But now its over i hope.. Oh well its time for English. I have no friends in English... well but Jenny. I mean i do have friends but not the real tight ones till like u can talk to them about anything even about that cat that u burnt? - no i didn't burn no cat.. i was just kidding........ but yeah.. JT and Vas already left to Thailand. I really miss them. I really wanna go to Thailand... RAWR... and Korea... RAWR!!!! But right now all i wanna do it just go home.

Oh! EVERYONE EVERYONE.. Eric, my eric.. as in.. ERIC JONG... is IN LOVE....! but i don't know with whom hopefully i'll get to meet the girl when i come back. Oh well teachers here cya all later.

SECRET FRIEND

i got the most CUTEST friend ever! Actually i kinda got a feeling that it was the sweetie Ruth. Honestly there is no one THAT nice in year 9. Don't tell em i said that of course. Anyways thx for everything Ruth! I hope u liked the pressie i gave u! As u can see i really need help on my make up! And i know u love Twiggy... SO DO I!!!! SHE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO RIDICULOUSLY GORGEROUS!!!.. LOVE YOU RUTH!

On another matter, 2 more days till im home! Gots Rowing at 4.30 am again tomorrow! and gots my Business assignment which im sooo gonna fail.. Have fun!

MEL, WHENEVER IM AROUND U I BECOME A CAMERA WHORE......!!

Today was an educational day! - shouldn't it always be since i'm in boarding school? Well, no. I'm so proud of myself today, how i manage to get up at 4.30 AM, mind u all Karen helped me. Actually it was in a really great dream.. until she came. Shocked the life out of me. But thats okaaay. Got blisters from rowing. But it doesn't matter it was certainly worth it! Plus i must've lost ABIT of weight haven't i?

Just had my Science and SOSE test this morning. It was pretty easy.. but that doesn't mean im going to get 100%.. or merely a "A". I tend to say everything is easy because once its over with.. im so happy i dont relate to how i felt while doing that somethnig at that particular moment! Doesn't matter if i pass or fail them anyways.. im not going to take either as a subject next year.. THANK GOD.

Later on me and Karen and Grace are going to Claremont (Bayview) AGAIN... yes.. i really must find my dress for tomowo's secret friend dinner! - So excited on finding out who is my secret friend! Though, she hasn't been writing to me lately. But that just reminds me that i haven't been writing to mine! Oh! Then we are going to see this musical, Miss Siagon. Don't know if its good or not but its already on my account and i've gots nothing else better to do so oh well!

Last night i had a niceee longgg talk with many wonderful peoples on the phone. One of which, i've learnt that i love people who can express themselves. I'd rather die than stand next to a person who is totally black and white. The feeling of not feeling anything... feels weird. All these things about laughing and cry and smiling and being angry and such.. its okaaaay... babies cry because they are babies.. u cry because u are expressing urself. And its my job to make u smile again! DON'T LIEE..i know u know that u know that i know who u are u naughty naughty person!

I think taht i should go and continue my Media. CYA~

Dear Eric

Boboy. Not long till i'll be back and we can go and hang out like we used to! As promised i got u something from aussie. And its this $65 SHIRT!! Yeah! So u better stop the stoning and drinking while working because me and my mum will be checking up on u! Oh yeah.. Ur shoes.. i liked it so much and i dont think it will fit u so i took them! instead i got this jumper that u and me can share. Promise me that we will go out everyday and u will sleep over when im feeling emo and also u will come and visit me and Karen! and lets go to Damai.. and lets go clubbing.. and lets go.. do a lot of other stuff. U got me all excited now.. So If i dont call u tonight. i am not going to kill myself! Its just that.. its nearly the end of term and i got 2 tests tomowo.. =[

5 more days!! LOVE YOU!!!!!

4 more days

4 more days till i finally get home and Im having the suckiest time of my life. Good news is that im so stressed out! I'm actually loosing weight! But thats kinda bad.. But good for my image i suppose. Ms.Maslin, Year 10 - 12 subject organiser disencourages me to go to flexi instead of business.

I dont think the woman understands that i know NOTHING about frontpage and that i cannot.. CANNOT.. complete a webpage, power point, poster, packaging and presentation by friday! I've been trying and trying the whole 10 weeks i've been in this bloody place. Ah. doesn't matter. As i type this is my last lesson of Bussiness till the end of the holiday. Pity.. i really like Ms. Rudrum! she's is really pretty and really nice! i just wish i could be a better student towards her! Plus she is the head of Year 10 and she was reading my email complaint to Ms.Maslin. Sorry Ms.Rudrum.

Even though... A very good friend of mine told me this morning not to be such a pussy. That kinda pissed me off but it made me realized.. hey i am such a huge pussy. So.. im gonna get this thing over and done with by tonight :D Hopefully Amanda's frontpage and my photoshop skills can save my ass from this disaster. Thats 2 things to be done... no problem!

oh and i really wanna thank Jiani Lu for her photographs! They are so awesome and one of her pictures saved my ass.

she is so awesome!

i have nothing to say today. But Step up 2 is a good movie.

one more week!

If everyone couldn't condeem their excitement i think we'd all be worst than a million ping pong balls in a squash court. Although there is an exception for me and Karen last night. AFter visiting Grace and Sarah, laughing our asses off and making a total fool out of the image "Year 10", Karen ate some lollies and then started chasing me around screaming wooo... wooo.. I doubt it was because of the lollies. Me and her totally knew it was because we were finally going home next week. If only the people who knew awaiting our arrival were as excited as we were. NAHHH.. i know y'all are MORE excited as we were. Cheap bastards! waiting for us to give y'all our pressie from aussie hey? Haha.. We'll thats my friends, don't know about Karens. These are the things i wanna do when i get back.

KOLOH MEE!!!

Koloh mee is boiled noodles which is soaked in sweet and salty sauce and it then mixed with pork, its usually eaten for breakfast, lunch and dinner but i prefer to eat it all the time!

just looking at it drives me crazy! one more week till my taste buds can enjoy once more! or at least until i get my tongue pierce. No matter! Piercing or not piercing i'm going to eat this everyday! Till tonight everyone :D

Secret Friend

I LOVEEEEE MY SECRET FRIEND!!

Secret Friend is some system we have here to get to socialise with more people in different year groups. Heres the ticket, one person get assigned to someone and has to send them letters or say hi to them or just make them feel welcome. Towards the end of the term we have this real formal dinner where, and then they will annouce who is ur secret friend! Pretty sweet hey?

I was assigned to a girl in year 12. Which is pretty tough cause we ain't allowed to go there! But my secret friend is soo sweet! She sends me lots of stuff! And i even keep em!

These are all the letters she sent me (SO FAR) and i stuck em on the back of my cupboard door! Some other stuff too btw!

And heres the wonderful lollie she gave me!! She gave me a lot of other lollies but i ate it all! (not good for my diet!).

Dear secret friend! If you are reading this like i said on the letter i sent u. I just want u to know that i love u soo much! U are the first and bestestest secret friend ever! I ate all ur lollies, which totally breaks my diet but its so worth it because its from u! I can't wait until i get to know who u are before term break! I'm going to give u such a big hug!! And thank u for everything =]

Quote of the day: "I am thankful for laughter, except when milk comes out of my nose." - Woody Allen

This is for you good friend!

If you dont like my shit then u can suck my dick.