WOOOO HOOO ..

TOMOWO CONCERT!!!

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

I'M SINGLE ...

Dear Hwi soo..

I didn't mean to write what i wrote on ur friendster, even if u've been the biggest asshole to me lately. I dont care. U are still my bestestest friend and till next month!

Happy birthday and Happy Gawaii! :D

highlight of my MORNING.

love u jason!!!!!

AHHHHH!!!!

Let me take breath.

Okay. Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

I finally have my most inestimable item yet.
I finally have the album!!! Released on the 13th of May (mind u all.. my birthday!!), but as u know.. i'm stuck in the boarding house and Zenith music sucks when it comes to new releases.

If y'all are into relaxed and a total collaboration of house and jazz with a tad bit of rock get it. It has the total new and upgraded version of the song "I'm Yours" (i'm so urs JASON!!!).
Heres a video of his newest single from the album "We sing. We dance. We steal things."


(i've watched it over 10 times!)

ITS REALLY AWESOME..ALL OF U SHOULD GO AND BUY IT!!

Heres a sneak peak of the adorable picture of him inside:

Btw...that tattoo that says "REST AREA" is meant for me :)

ENOUGH about my fantasies! Tomowo i'm meeting up with Lufti and later at night.. probs with Eain!! Can't wait!! Went shopping today @ orchard. Bought lots of nice clothes and new DKNY shoes, shoes which i know Siran will go ga-ga over.

I wanna thank Daddy for working so hard, if it wasn't for all his enthusiasm.. I wouldn't be able to enjoy this long weekend!! LOVE U DADDY!

What a way to start the long weekend..

Y'all don't know how happy i am!

I ATE RICE!!.. and tomowo.. KAYA TOAST!! Sad thing is that the humidity is curving my hair! I'm just awaiting till its saturday so i get to see Eain and Lufti :D
Me and Siran before we went off to the airport.
Me and Grace were really bored in the plane..
WHAT WAS MORE EXCITING! I saw this fella.. and.. i sent this lil letter to him. 3 hours of non-stop talking.. fun! Who'd knew he was my neighbor (CCGS) !

Hopefully i'll get to see him at the Click Five concert this sunday!!

BEAUTIFUL SINGAPORE!

byebye hole.

FINALLY!!

tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow... i'm sorry to all my friends for leaving u behind. But.. fun is crying for me :}

about 24 hours i'll be surrounded by the sweet scent of aunties and uncles selling roti prata..
"Beh Tahan Lahhh.." - Siran.. she's off to Sydney! Lucky Lucky! Oh my goodness.. i help her with her blog and then she do what.. u wanna know or not?
I TELL U LARH!.. SHE GO AND ASK ME TO FIGHT ARH.. aiyo.. then arh then arh.. piak me somemore.. goodness ..

I HOPE I GET MY BELLY PIERCING THIS WEEKEND!!

THE CLICK FIVE IN 4 DAYS!

I was soo bored during prep.. so i made that (^).

I CANNOT WAIT.. HOPEFULLY I'LL BE ABLE TO TALK TO HIM!! :D

Me and Karen made a short story for y'alls entertainment. I'll miss u this weekend =[

for your curiosity..

Karen finally came back today! Move over boredom.. fun has arrived once again! Just 2 more days of school till i get my wonderful.. freedomful.. SINGAPORE! And Say hello to Lufti, Eain and The Click Five!! Grace and I are waaaay passed excited!! During my stay in Singapore i get to discuss about that AWESOME SWEET 16 PARTAY with mummzies and dada!! I have yet to regain myself to keep that a secret!!!! -- ops! All is invited if interested! I need to fill up Senso bar anyways!

Lately, i've gotten into quite a big fight with someone very special to me. Even though i threaten to kill him (opps!). All fights reminds me of how much i love the person im fighting with. This made me realise that i'm actually a fitch (fucking bitch) practically 99.99% of the time. But thats what makes me special(?). I always thought that in a relationship u have to communicate, recently i found out.. u can not talk and yet.. enjoy ones company, so now.. i talk less and just enjoy the moment. I'll give him time :DI'm very envious of Koreans... (oh and Fillipinos!) .. But im head over heals with one.


and honkies..

Win and I made a story last night!
Craziest honkie (roomie) I've ever had......................
Then we played around with the mac

PHOTOBOOTH!

I love leaving my macbook in my room--- unless someone steals it. Because random people come in and play around with my photobooth!
Like Teri!
Sarah Amanda Grace
I bring my macbook to the lawn too



My macbook brings the bonding with people.


SARAH AND AMANDA MADE A STORY!!

Don't want it but i need it. Seriously

Listening to: Hide & Seek (Tiesto's in search of sunrise 6) by Imogen Heap.
- Its a great song btw!!!

I hate those songs that makes u think. Because then i really waste the whole night, instead of sleeping i mindlessly thinking and thinking... about what? - Life of course.

I was never much of a thinker.. As a result i tend to say things i dont really mean/really do mean. Its up to u to believe either way. But i know this afternoon i said some shit which .. relies on both. I meant it when i said what u did was very irresponsible and that u can be an asshole, but when i think about it now i don't think i really meant it when i said that i dont trust u anymore. I think that trusting someone means that u owe them something. Regardless of what they did u fucking know that the trust will always be there and u cannot take it away. No matter how much u dont want to admit it. U need that trust.

Techno spins my head and fills me up with adrenaline. I thought that, that can only come from music.. yeah and a bit from love. But i didn't know that breaking someones trust can be so devasting! Yes i don't really show it.. mayeb because.. i dont really think about it. There i go again.. about the thinking thing.. yeah i should spend more of my nights just lying in bed and thinking.. not liek i dont. I think about u every night, all the fun happenings that gonna happen when i come back.. with everyone. Just that i dont think about the more important things. Thats my problem. This is probably why i tend to screw up in relationships.. doesn't matter if its with a guy or a girl or my mom or dada.. i always say shit and never think it through. I hate that about me.. that barrier of trust is some how always broken! I guess this is me fickle minded ashley!

No matter how much i dont want him.. i think i really need it now. '

I think.. im gonan call mum now and tell her what happened. Cya all later.

I'm sorry Teri, im too lazy to continue the survey.

This is what happened last night...

Me and Sarah were dancing !..
Siran and Amanda were with us but i didn't take a picture with them..
Overalll........ i hated last night.

but then i talked to Eric on the phone till like.. 2 am. That was awesome. Gave a lot of laughs.. i can never be upset when i'm talking to him. OMG.. i'm so upset at how he cant come to the click five! But it doesn't matter cause Eain and Lufti wil be there!! AND! Its just next week!!

Excited as i am, i also have to live through the fact that i have another 35 days here!!

GOD SAVE THE QUEEN!!!

LET ME TELL YOU A STORY!

finally gots a picture of me with Teri!!

HERE U GO SIRAN
n here too!!

ANYWAYS..

Today i'm like soo bored i'm gonna tell y'all a story. (cause Karen went back to Kuching for her mums brithday.. --- HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE NIKKI!!!). Last night.. there was fight.. witht he SAM SENG SONG (us.. the cool peoples) AND... the SENG SAM SONG (THEM.. LOOOOSERS) then then then.. Nad came andh e was like.. HEY U STOP LARH.. cause this story is shit. ..WHATEVER... im like in such in such a rollercoaster mood today. OH.. tonight we are going to the youth thingie.. its gonna be soo cool!

MY BOYFRIEND IS AN ASSHOLE..

( i nearly attempted to kill Amanda... then i got scared of her)

And I, as his girlfriend is SHIT.

SAM SENG SONG.

Me, amanda and karen's original GANGSTER GROUP!!...
Here are da memebers:
Karen: Sotong
Ari: Bunga matahari
Eric: darah naga
Eain: babi belian
Grace: rambutan
Sarah: pokok

... ONLY MALAYSIANS LARH!!... SCARED HAR?!

u should be scared..


BURONG KAKAK TUA

IKAN BOLA

OUR LEADER, HARIMAU

This weekend rocked so much!!... i'm finally sixteen too!!... Karen came over. We went shopping and everything.. it was really fun.
And i finally got to see ari again!! :D Miss him soo much!!... but i look like a fucktard here.


this si what i got for my birthday:
-a pimple
-a trip to see the click five (may 29th till 2nd of june!)
-a talking piggy bank
-lots of clothes
-a bopit!
-lots of hugs!!
-paul frank PJs!!
-pretty cards!
-a awesome picture of me and Karen!
-a adorable teddy bear!
-A REALLY BAD SORE THROAT.. I CANT EVEN TALK RIGHT NOW!!...



this weekend theres the st.hilda's social... y'all know what that means.. DANCING!! = LOSING WEIGHT!!

btw... he doesn't care about me no more. But i dont care.

When i see him, i'm unable to form a coherent sentence.

Today my mother is finally here!! I'm oh so elated!! I cant explain how extremely.. BORED and happpy i am, bored cause all she was doing was sleeping.. haha. I so cant wait till tomowo! We're picking up Karen then going to Karrinyup then at night Ari will be over!! WOO!!
I finally got to work with Facebook!! SO EXCITING!!.. its not so confusing once u get the hang of it! .. i talked to Eric with it too!!
AND.. i finally got to talk to hwi soo after 1 week!! I MISS HIM HEAPS!!!

I melt with delicious giggles!!

Congressional Hearing Needed to Modernize U.S. Testing Methods

As u know i am a huge PETA supporter.. Even though i pronouce it as PEEE-TAH.. I still acknowledge it and the way i call it doesn't affect my support for it. Regardless of the celebrities who joined or the latest rumors about PETA being huge hypocrites. I am in doubt of all of that. I and faithful to this organisation and will post any many annoying emails about the sad animals as possible. Because i think humans are animals too... just that we are a bit more intelligent.

Heres the low down.
Innocent animals in the States get injected with shit like Botox, soon become paralyzed and suffocate, and eventually DIE. The Interagency Coordinating Committee on the Validation of Alternative Methods (ICCVAM)—has failed miserably and has, in fact, become a major obstacle to the incorporation of non-animal test methods. SO TOTALLY SUCKS. It's been around for about 10 years and all they have done is merely recommended 4 alternative test methods to these sort of agencies! And while these kooks come up with only 4, agencies in Europe has came up with like.. 12 dozen already!

PETA: The failure of the U.S. government, including ICCVAM, to reduce and replace the use of animals in toxicity testing ensures that millions of animals will continue to suffer as they are poisoned by toxic chemicals and fails to protect the public health.

PETA is calling for a congressional investigation into ICCVAM's negligence and for the creation of a new entity to oversee the implementation of the NAS recommendations. Please use the form below to contact your members of Congress about this important issue.

so if u all just fill in ur details.... should u to fill in swear to words to congress and shit.. yeah i'd put my fake name and contact details. Either way i did anyways. They do not need to know about my personal information. Nor do they need to know urs. So just put ur name... and send it.

http://getactive.peta.org/campaign/iccvam_toxicity?c=weekly_enews

THANKS Y'ALL

Me + Science = BAD CHEMISTRY!

When ever Melanie is around... haha.. Melon... HAHAHA.. That shall be her new nick name! Anyways.. when ever she is around its so hard for me to concentrate! I hardly got my English done. I still have to study for science and maths and get my Media done by friday. STRESSFUL!!! And we don't even have like exams like peoples in Tunku. Poor them.. Must be studying their asses off since its IGCSE 2!

Lately i've been very pissy. This is lead to 2 reasons:
1: I miss him
2: I gots bad PMS.

i think its.. both. Haha.. I gots a Science test tomowo and .. i am .. going.. to fail it soo badly! Last time i gots 29%.. Not as bad i thought i would get. I just cant do science. Oh well..at least i'l have a great weekend with mum ! I cant wait to board out on friday. Get some shopping done for winter on saturday with Karen and just chill are home and have a quiet time with Grace and Ari.. also have a quiet dinner with Grace Ng. Haha.. i haven't seen her in ages!! I'm really excited about Rainfest too! Farshad is like.. 100% going! This year is gonna be the bestest so far.. just htat woo ain't going. Other than that.. im gonna be having heaps of fun. Cant stop thinking about rainfest. I'm like begging mum to let me go back 1 week earlier with Karen. We are already going to Singapore with Eain and Lufti on the 29th to see The Click Five.. how awesome is that? Then after that its just another 28 days and we'll be home! AWESOME!!!.. well gots to go.. CYA!

STOP EATING JUNK FOOD!!

I've allowed myself to eat .. but only junk food. WTF!?!!? isn't it better to eat normal food then? - I don't bother to go downstairs to eat breakie, lunch nor dinner because im always stuck in my room munching on doritos, smiths or the all time.. stax.

This is really serious....

On another note. I got 85% on this game!!.. I told Daniel and Hwi soo to try to get 100%.. doubt they can. haha..

u all can try it :D

http://www.siamcomic.com/games/playgames.php?FlashGameID=g0000002704&pfmu=nvdie349s#1

ASHLEY AND LANAS CLUB!!

JOIN "the anti-smoking and other such nonsense that kills yourself and others around you slowly CLUB"

lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
i hate smokers too!
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
lets make a 'i hate smokers' club
I say:
HOKAY
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
yaaaaaaaaaaay
I say:
5 MINS
I say:
THERN QWE BEGINING
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
what?
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
huuuuh?
I say:
ok
I say:
lets begin
I say:
u shall be the president'
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
YAAAAAY
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
okay
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
we need rules to be in the club
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
aww okay i'll be president. and you can be.. president also
I say:
OKAY
I say:
the rules are..
I say:
NO SMOKING
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
1. you have to not be a smoker
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
2. you have to hate smoking
20:50:53I say:
3. lana and ashley rocks
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
yeap!
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
I say:
omg i gotta put this on my blog later
I say:
WOO
I say:
okay
I say:
this is soo cool
I say:
lets name our club something
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
yeah yeah put it on yoru blog!
I say:
WAIT
I say:
whats the name of our club
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
the anti-smoking and other such nonsense that kills yourself and others around you slowly
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
hahaha i'm bad with names of clubs. you choose!
I say:
NO
I say:
i like that name
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
hahahaha
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
awesome!
I say:
WOO
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
hyun woo? << DOES HE SMOKE?!
I say:
NO
I say:
i mean wow!
I say:
LANA
I say:
i cant call u lana
I say:
cause like...
I say:
we need to sound professional!!
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
oh right
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
call me... p1
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
and i'll call you p2
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
unless you want to be p1.. cause that's okay << LOL?!
I say:
no its okay..
I say:
u can be called ms nyguen
I say:
and i
I say:
will be
I say:
ms fantastic, fabolous chan
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
ms.chan
20:56:49I say:
NO..
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
no ms chan and ms nguyen
I say:
fantastic at least!
I say:
Hokay fine
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
FORMALITY WOMAN
I say:
hahaha
I say:
HOKAY HOKAY
I say:
KAREN WANTS TO JOIN!! << SHE JUST WANTS TO JOIN SO HER NAME WILL BE HERE!
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
YAAAAAAAY
I say:
(btw everything we are saying.... i am pasting onto my blog )
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
she can be.. the manager
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
everything we're saying
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
wahh lao.. so much pressure! hahaha
I say:
shut up
I say:
and talk
I say:
WIAT
I say:
my OTHER TOHER FREN..teri
I say:
wnats tojoin!!
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
teri.. irwans friend? << NO WAY
I say:
NO
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
CAUSE HE SMOKES
I say:
TERI IS A GIRL!!
I say:
OMG
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
okay okay awesome
I say:
SHE IS LIKE RIGHT BEHIND ME!! << HAHA TERI!!
I say:
terry bong sucks << JUST KIDDING TERRY BONG!!!! :D
I say:
cause he smokes
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
make sure you tell the 3 conditions to everyone who joins yeah
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
we should have a smokers list
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
and we should try to convince all of them on our target list to stop smoking
I say:
OKAY
I say:
OH MAN
I say:
1 more
I say:
wants to join
I say:
OMG..
I say:
not even 30 mins and we are sooo popular
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
YAAAAAAY
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
I say:
okay!!
I say:
first on the smokers list.. is..
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
terry bong
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
rauth clement (i'm not sure if he still does or not)
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
eric (your eric)
I say:
okayokay..
I say:
err...
I say:
HWI SOO!! <333 size="4">ayun lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says: cedric lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says: uh... riung? I say: hey u know like I say: u remember Daniel? I say: the big big one lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says: yeah yeah lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says: he smokes I say: no man.. wait.. i am I say: ___________________ << censored!!
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
WHAAAAAAAAT
I say:
OMG!?
I say:
oh yeah
I say:
hahaa
I say:
yeah
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
hahaahahah
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
that's funny
I say:
HOW IS THAT FUNNY
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
it just is
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
____________ << nth to do with the club :D

I say:
dont worry
I say:
____________

I say:
haahaha
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
hahahahah
I say:
OKAY
I say:
yeah
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
posted your blog yet?!?!
I say:
NOT YET LARH
I say:
okay iwill not
I say:
niow
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
yaaaaaay
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
heyyyy
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
YOUR BLOG IS ON OUR LIST
21:11:49lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
its SMOKIN hamsta <<< AIYO!!
I say:
OMG!!
I say:
hahahaha
lana kate turn out the light and what are you left with? says:
hahahahaha

If u were a king, i would be ur queen.

This is what we did today!

I try to dress more lady-like now. Thats because Karen is influencing me.. well sort.. actually no. Or i try to be for Hwi Soo... If it wasn't for my girls and my ass.. I'd be more manly than him. Grace is becoming the stripper she always wanted to be!
Sometimes i really wonder if my head look that big in pictures.

Oh this is what we did yesterday!

Karen was soo hyper while watching the movie "Made Of Honour" yesterday, after the movie she was extremely depressed because of how there like a "perfect guy" in the movie.

I used to think that aliens are real when i first watch "mars attack", back then i didn't think it was a funny movie either, no i thought it was a horror movie. It ended my dream of becoming a astronaut in the process.

In the car it was like nearly pitch black. Me and siran.. as the smart peoples we are. Deicded to take pictures with FLASH! Have u ever took a picture in the dark? U see nothing but a white flashing light? - plus its in the car! After that me and her got the most.. dizziliest headache.

Back to what we did today?
That colour, long strip of paper u are all seeing is from my printer.
No i didn't print it out but i broke it.
Lately i've been extremely confused about stuff..... I dont think he loves me. I still do. To be honest, I dont care if he does or not. I still love him.