Today i had this really hard SOSE test.. i feel so dumb after it.. writing buncha shit like.. oh Japan maybe more popular than India but India has no polution and such. OH WELL!!.. its just SOSE.. haha.. what other things happen.. oh.. yeah i went to bayview after school and i bought.. heaps of stax and lollies for easter! .. who doesn't love easter???
At dinner i was kinda down... because they didn't had anything nice to eat and i was in a lil arguement.. but i didn't wanted it to bother me cause Karen kept on bugging me to go to the Year 12 production with her. It was kinda boring actually. .i saw some peoples from my tute.. I find it so hard to see my peoples in my tute outta school.. or shall i say in school cause the production is held in the hall.. no wait.. okay i meant seeing them outta school uniform! (which reminds me i haven't even showered yet.. dont think i will.. 2 days in a row!! :D) or maybe.. they'd find it even more awkward when they see me outta school.. cause im ALWAYS stuck in school! Since i LIVE in it!! Oh and at dinner Bam Bam (that fucking whore.. ) gave Siran this really cool mickey mouse flash light.. and when u flash it.. it shows a cute picture of mickey!! fuck her.. she never gave me anything.. even when i asked for it. Doesn't really matter cause i doubt i'll use it anyways! Oh!!!!! and i bought this really cute toy for Chloe, who's birthday is this sunday!.. (EASTER CHILD!!!!!!) yeah.. i bought this really cute black thing (i'll take a picture of it later) and when u squeeze it.. it says.. "oh yeah baby.. oh yeah.. SLAP ME.. SLAP ME! .. WHOS UR DADDY!!!!" ... hahahahaahahahha.. fuck...
yeah then i went to the year 12 production.. pretty funny.. ahhaha.. i can say those are some talented girls! but i really didn't understand anything..plus.. i was having abit of a thing with someone really special... it still hurts as im typing.. but nvm.. i know he wouldn't wnat me to be upset.. even though he like.. probably calling me a fucking slut or cunt.. or bitch or whore.. or.. maybe.. ALL. Nah.. i shant assume. Anyways.. after having a "conversation" with him inside my closet.. yes there was some tears and a lot of shouting.. im like.. really trying to cheer myself up now..
Dear dearest.. please dont think that i do not care for u because im like.. talking so much and shit.. because as u know.. im not a person who hates to be upset and yeah.. i hope u forgive me for the stupid things i've done.. im really not lying to u..i did go for the fucking production and i wasn't ignoring u.. u should better by now that ignoring is the last thing i wanna do because i really hate it when ppl ignore me and when i ignore them. I shall give u time to think about it... ~
MOVING ON... yeah.. Amanda is right next to me at the moment.. and she told me to write about her.. okay...so here it goes... "amanda.. stop sucking my ass".
AND.. i got a lil something something from ERIC~
LASTLY.. here is a lil something to make y'all smile.. (it was taken awhile ago)
OH OH OH OH OH OH OH !! (sounds like im fucking).
TOMOWO MY DADY IS COMING HERE!!.. this means that there will be heaps of shopping and such! Plus i get to use my mac! .. this means.... YOUTUBE, SKYPE, FRIENDSTER, FACEBOOK!!!.. YEAH BABY YEAH!!!.......
btw siran just jumped on me.. i feel so used.. now she and amanda are laughing at me.. amandas laugh reminds me of a hyena and rachel just hit me with her bottle... i cant stop talking now.. because if i stop i'll be really emo.
I find it really shocking.. and like.. i have nothing to say..especially when u care about someone so much and they are like.. really pissed off at u.. so like im guessing this is how i felt when my mum first yelled at me.. unloved..mistreated.. misunderstood.. man it sucks.. but its okay.. we all go through this and i gotta start looking on the bright side of life.. lets start by looking at my funny pictures :D
BYE EVERYONE !!! TILL TOMOWO
